December 2009
40 posts
i'm not gonna lie, i love attention =]
and i know someday that it’ll all turn out you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out and i promise you kid, that i’ll give so much more than i get i just havent met you yet <3
i saw randolph permejo on tv today ! hahaha he was playing hephephooooray on wowowee, freakin made my day LOL :] something creeeepy happened at victor’s house earlier! haha! me and my brother were dropping him off when he was bout to get out of the car and…. his gate was open! so we starting getting ideas in our heads that someone broke in. lol. after sitting a lil antsy and...
fuck your worries. get over it if someone doesnt care about you, or wanna be a part of your fantastic story. forget it all! life is soo fuckin’ good, dont sweat any of that <3
why the fck does this always happen to me =\
http://www.marieclaire.com/sex-love/men/taking-a-br... →
read that and you will know why i hate breaks ! and i refuse to go through with them. its either you want me, or you dont.
“This is why I hate showing anyone that I am vulnerable. The second I start to...”
“Love is never having to say you’re sorry. What a crock. Love is constantly...”
– From my quote archive (haha)
“I think it’s funny, how we can feel good in the midst of everything going...”
why do we like what is bad for us? ahhhh <3 and -__- haha
Christmas !
is almost here :) sooo close! i mean tomorrow is already Christmas Eve, holla! lol. Christmas is sooo bomb, foreal. too much love to spread! for Jesus for family for friends! ah! =] i’m glad i finally finished my shopping, it was mad rush for me earlier haha i was gettin’ hella irritable. anyway… i finally like Christmas again! haha it used to not be fun because i dont know,...
resolutions !
mmkay so these were my resolutions for 2009 1. no grades less than 2.00 (i think in ABC, thats a flat B) 2. lose XX lbs with jen & marco! 3. buy a new gadget [laptop, tv/monitor, or trade my phone to get the freakin G9 or N96] 4. learn how to drive stick ;] 5. wear EVERY shirt in my second drawer lol 6. buy a big purple purse 7. get back into my faith. 8. drive RESPONSIBLY. lmfao. i’m so...
“Sometimes I feel incredibly disconnected, uncomfortable in my own skin. Or kind...”
– One Tree Hill
jeremypassion:
Listening to Nat King Cole..Throughout the years, we went from When I Fall in Love to Birthday Sex..Birthday Sex.
you do this to me, every single time. you always get to me, like no one else can. you always make me feel weak in that good kinda way. and i dont know how to handle it, i dont know how to make it stop. and i dont know why i like it…
“no matter how powerful & real your feelings may be for someone, if that...”
i was thinking...
and then i came to a sad realization. i always have the same position, i always stand in the same place. i am always that girl. and its really sad :((
“The United Nations reports that over ten thousand people starve to death each...”
– Tony Campolo
“I realize you can’t live your life saying “well other people have it...”
wow… all this time i thought that people didnt talk to me because they just didnt like me. now i find out that it’s because i guess i look suplada (which means stuck up but i think of it as bitch lol) eww. i need to fix that hahah o.O
mistakes
are meant to be made and learned from. i made one years ago and it still comes to mind from time to time. and i always keep it in the back of my head as guidance. well when the time came that i had to decide whether to make the mistake or not… i didnt know what to do. but i remembered the mistake and the consequence of trying to have your cake and eat it too. so i chose not to do anything....
i am mad at some of my friends…. i spend everyday wishing that i could see them again. and i always think about them, i always miss them. it used to be okay with me… you know, that we all stopped talking so much because let’s face it 7000 miles is pretty far. and i know people are busy, i know that. but really, it is not that hard to keep in touch. i feel like i should never ever...
i think my next blog is going to be a reflection of 2009 and my resolutions :]
i remember the days when....
i used to blog about every little detail about my day. from like what happened in 1st to 6th period to who i saw in the hallway or i talked to when i got home and what homework i did and if i went to the grocery store and who randomly IMed me that night, haha. oh yeah and who i currently had a crush on or was dating or whoever was my boyfriend at the time. lol!! makes me kinda wonder why i always...
“But we go days without having meaningful conversations. And I used to miss you...”
– One Tree Hill