I haven’t been posting it on facebook or twitter because I don’t want my brother to see lol but I miss him so much! He left on Saturday and he’ll be in LA until May 12 :( It’s so weird without him.. Everytime my mom tells me that she misses him I start crying!! HAHAHAH! It’s so homo LMAO. Now that he’s in Cali, I’ve started to realize how big a role my brother played in our lives. He was always the one who put gas in the cars, who bought us stuff from the bakery, he always called whenever we texted him or need something, he was my diet buddy and workout coach! He always dropped me off and took me to school and he was always the one there to listen to me vent.. The only person lately that I have been able to really tell ANYTHING to. It’s so weird like when I want to tell him something I can’t just call him up or go to his room :/ and the weirdest part is not waiting for him to come home at night.. Cuz honestly, I’m used to my brother not being around during the day cuz he likes to go out. But he always comes home by 11pm. And it’s so weird just knowing he’s not coming home anymore for a while… It’s probably gonna take some time to get used to. And it’s kinda hitting me now that my brother was one of my best friends. I’m really excited for him that he’s gonna experience independence and find a job soon and now is his chance to finally grow up and see the world on his own but we just miss him so much here.
Hope you’re doing good baby brother, love you <3